This is going nowhere

No time for looking after

Mutually irresponsible

For not maintaining


It is what it is

No match between

What we might

Had hoped for and reality


Trying to get a closure

Instead of letting

What once was

Fade out to nothing


You and our common history

So precious to me

Wanting to remember you both

In the most positive way


It’s so hard losing

Someone so very special

Knowing all to well

That I (only) have myself to blame


Wishing for more

Than I could ever have

Hoping for more

Than what was and could be


Fully understanding that you’re angry

That you probably think

I’m the biggest asshole ever

Can’t blame you


I wanted what I could not give

I simply wish you all the best