251014: No name

And I’ll make it in the end

My only goal – the one I have

 

I have abandoned anyone…

 

I have abandoned all the rest

But I have kept this one all along

 

I kept it to end it all

I kept it ’cause I knew I could do it

 

And now, I’m facing it

I feel it – I can do it

 

Now, come get me

Come claim me

I surrender to you

In the darkness

When unaware

 

Come take me now

As I am

Waiting, and willing

 

Ready to go

 

 

251014: No name

Just remember yourself

This moment

This second

 

Never forget it

 

How you felt

Where you were

And why you were thinking what you were

 

Never forget yourself

Never forget to be true to yourself

Never forget that getting away is good

 

Getting away is the only option

 

The only

Option

 

 

041114: Never

I had it and I did it

For you

 

And I was there

In your arms

In your care

 

Under your protection

And your company

Safe and sound

 

And I fell

I fell with a smile

 

And never again

I came to be myself

 

Never again

I was myself

 

Never again

I was

 

 

021214: No name
For days and years

For way too long

You have been lurking around

Hiding in the deepest dark of the shadows of my mind

Manipulating me

Convincing me that what I’m doing is wrong

Convincing me that what I do is never good enough

And, weak as I am, I give you control

Though I know I should not

Though I know I should be in control of me

 

I need someone complimentary to you

To come from outside

And into my head

And hunt you

And to drive you away

To get you out

Of my life

And replace you

With something constructive

And supportive

And positive

Because the way it’s now

I am never above zero

 

I need to get more than my head

Above the water

I need to get out the water

 

And be free

 

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