Watching you disappear

Slowly

How you drifted away from me

 

And I just couldn’t…

Just couldn’t let you go

 

Too much between us

Too much history

 

The intensity

 

 

260814: No name

Reality’s split

And there

For a moment

The two become one

 

When you see the accident

And simultaneously see

The worst outcome

 

 

260914: Goodbye Love

Apart

We have grown apart

You and I

 

We had this bond

This long-lasting friendship

Or so I thought it was

 

But I realize now that

There was no mutuality

It was no symbiosis

 

It was

 

It was a one-way thing

It was

Parasitic

 

I’m glad to leave you now

The connection is cut

 

And now

We’re through

 

I’ve said it before

But I wasn’t able to do it

To go through with it

 

But now

Now I’m ready to take the step

The final step

 

And close the door behind me

 

 

121014: No name

When I see you

I want to touch you

 

But what I touch

It turns to stone

Or to dust

 

But you’re standing there

As vivid as ever

As tempting as ever

 

But I don’t want to destroy you

So I keep my distance

And I hope for the best

 

And always

I love you

 

 

121014: Goodbye

It’s over

I see it now

Clearly

 

Other people

The other ones

They don’t know what they’re talking about

 

It’s over

I see it now

You’ve made me realize

 

And now I’ve made the change

It’s over

 

A big, fat black line

Has been drawn over it

To say

It’s over

 

I understand that it is

 

I don’t like it

But I accept it

 

And it’s over

 

Thank you

For making me realize

 

And thank me

For realizing it

 

Goodbye

 

 

121014: Over

Well yeah, I know I did

But you did too

 

Thing is

I didn’t try to get away from it;

I stood there

In my way, trying to make it happen

Trying to make it work

But you never did

 

At least that’s the way I saw it

 

Perhaps – just perhaps

I was too much in my own bubble

 

Living in my own sphere

I didn’t see your signals

I didn’t pick them up

 

And I’m sorry

I’m bad at that

 

And perhaps I can’t accuse you

Of being equally bad

Because it might happen

That I’m bad at giving signals as well

 

But still

But still, yes

Yes, I do

It was always you

 

And now

I’ve settled

I’ve settled with the fact that

Me and you

Or me and anyone

Isn’t going to happen

 

And I see it’s for the best

Because you turned me into a stone

A cold, emotionless stone

 

Because you were the one

You were THE one

And you were the last one

And now I’m done

 

Because it was you or no one

And that’s the only way it could be

Because you were the one

And you are the one

 

And that’s how it was

And that’s how it is

Still

 

You