It should never have been there

I know

But it grew

As I kept avoiding it

And never put it into words

 

I know I shouldn’t have

Or rather

I know I should

I should’ve said so

Should’ve told you

At least put pen to paper

A drawing or a letter

Whatever

Just let you know

 

But I was scared

And now

I’m all alone

Drowning

In my thoughts

Turning into

An ocean of fear

A pile of depression

 

By words unspoken

 

 

Handlekurv