It should never have been there

I know

But it grew

As I kept avoiding it

And never put it into words


I know I shouldn’t have

Or rather

I know I should

I should’ve said so

Should’ve told you

At least put pen to paper

A drawing or a letter


Just let you know


But I was scared

And now

I’m all alone


In my thoughts

Turning into

An ocean of fear

A pile of depression


By words unspoken